In 2010, I could not work during the summer because I could not find childcare for Luke. So, I volunteered with the siblings and "typical peers" at the camp. Logan, Sydney, and Gracie went with me and volunteered their time also.
This past school year (2010-2011) I taught school and worked on several extra projects during the year. When it came time to apply for Kids For Camp, I was so excited. I could not wait to work this summer. I was hired as a Lead Teacher and I began preparing for the six weeks of camp. Then, Grandma passed away. She always stressed how important time with the ones you love is. That is all she wanted- time. As I prayed and sought God, I began to feel His urging- my family needs my time. My children need my nurturing. My husband needs my love and support. My mother needs my comfort and support.
I talked with my mother at length about what I felt God was speaking to me about my family. She prayed as I came to a decision. I, then, had to make a phone call to a lady I highly respect. It was a tough phone call because I knew that this lady was upset with me- I hate when people are upset with me. I put her in a tough position because she had to find someone to replace me. Although I desperately wanted her approval and really wanted to opportunity to network this summer, I knew that this is what God was leading me to do. So, I stepped out in faith. I decided to stay home with my children this summer. I was told that I would not have the same opportunities next year if I did not work the camp, and there was fear, of course.
Faith is the substance of things not seen- While I know that I upset some people, I truly believe that my life will continue to be blessed.
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